It's been over a year since I've took advantage of writing. 

I used to use this as a forum. Yes for staying up to date with the times, for sharing, for exploration, for praise, for experimentation, but most importantly for myself really.

This was a place that I could come home to - I know that sounds odd. But I feel at home here.

I can say or do whatever, whenever, and however I want. These are my rules, and I can choose to obey, break, or change them as I go.

I've come to terms with feeling as if I've let myself down because I have. But not in the way you might think - of not staying up to date, or not giving it my all, but for not sharing the struggle along the way up until now.

New Years resolutions are always a common theme around this time of year, and as cliche as the coincidence may be I'm not apologizing for it - rule number one, never apologize for your feelings. 

And more importantly is rule number two, fuck the rules.

There's always time to re.learn, re.shape, re.grow, re.invent yourself, no matter what stage you a.re in life.

I'm constantly on the verge of feeling as if I'm not doing more than I can handle than I'm not doing enough. 

This is for everyone out there who feels or has felt this way at one point or another.

You're more than enough, but never too much.

To the ever-constant reinvention, we'll be seeing you