Bittersweet.

I hope it's not the end, and that you mean what you say, that you'll miss your friends. That I'll see you again, in time. It's what you need, it's what no one can give you, but something you have to take for yourself. I knew this, and tried to pretend like I didn't, because to be honest it was way too hard. Letting go, on command, impossible. Once knowing you, nearly unfathomable, how I was going to forget all your qualities, flaws included. I hope you stick to your own plan, whatever that may be. Motivation is key. Something I know you won't have trouble using once you find it. Finding it? Something that is going to be difficult. No need to sugar coat it. Not that I need to even begin to explain this to you. I know this has been difficult for you, and as much as it pains me to say, you're own your own with this one. You are, and it's the only way it can be. Please take care, and know that I'm always here for you. I always was, and always will be. I'm proud of you. Don't forget that.


peace like the middle east.

keep it focused.