I've Got Some Issues That No-buh-dee Can See.

Apr 13

I try to play it cool, but I'm burning to pieces on the inside.

the amount of work I have due for tmrw is disgusting, I really need to stop waiting until the last possible minute. fml.

you used me, but the jokes on you. I could've showed you so much more.

I need someone to:
- not need me all the time.
- chill with their own crew and do hood rat thing with their friends.
- be sarcastic.
- shoot me straight.
- love my mind.
- bring out the best in me.
- bring out the worst in me.
- know I'd do anything for them.
- know they don't have to ask me.
- understand, I'm woman enough to let you go do you.
- understand, I'm woman enough to do me too.
- race me to finish.
- never let me win just because I'm a girl.
- plant the bomb, so I can defuse it, or vice versa.
- know I'm down for anything.
- know I don't judge.
- appreciate shit.
- fuck with me so I crack a smile.
- know their problems become mine.
- know there are some I can't solve.
- be there through anything.
- knows I would never give anything back, that's given to me.
- know if they need time, I'll be here.

been listening to the remix of this song with Drake on repeat for the past couple of days, I never get sick of it. that and Higher by Mr. West<---- I love the lyrics to that song.

You could teach me many things
I'm just scared to learn a lesson.

And as for you I think I know you're the one
The closest I've come
I'm probably...
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you

Be the person you set out to be, not for anyone else, but for your self.

Enjoy!
I lovelovelove that dress, maybe minus that flower thingy.

pretty much what I do errday, minus the partying.

oh hey smart guy, when the hell did you grow up?!

everything about this picture turns me on.

meh

my cousin got me the mug I wanted for christmas!!! Yes, I know it's quite a few months late, but that's just how my family is. Time doesn't matter as long as your heart's in the right place.

oooh! and a reusable bag made from chip bags! some people would say she got me a trash bag, and I'd tell those people to kindly fuck off. (:

thanks juice!! please note the two different colored flippy flaw-pez.

just when you thought things couldn't get any worse, they don't! look at this lighter, I wanna use this rightnow.nownow.now. don't mind my terribad nails.

finally got my stussy's too. not really a fan of pink, but I have a sweet baseball cap that I've been dying to bust out. Which reminds me that I'd like to go to a baseball game!

excuse me while I pick my jaw up. and I'm not really a fan of beamers eitha.

momKNOWS.

I love this art series. I miss sketching, finna buy a pad this weekend yo.

came across this today (:

never been, I wanna take a road trip there to get some, that and to walk on the beach.

I really like her photos, margielou! she be on tumblr I think.

I wanna slow dance in the street.

tee hee

witness I love your photos.

fuck yeah.

I'd make a sign like this!

My flo is in the pocket like wallets I got the bounce like hydrolics, you can’t call it I got the swerve like alcoholics.

- and people wonder why I love music.

stop tryna be the man and become one.

show no love, love will get you killed <--- yeah OKAY fifty haha.
Love's the best thing out there, it's a drug you gotta be ready to get addicted to, cuz' once you're in , you draw the line, and there's no going back.
I love you, and I always will, and there's no changing that ~~unfortunately~~ .

food for thought: how I got 4 more pages to write, ~~never again~~ I'll probably end up putting my other paper off till' the last possible minute too.

your family and close friends are all you need